28.4.12

disappear

What is that noice?  i want to kill you. I fear my thoughts would hurt you. But you deserve to know that sometimes i would be better without you. sometimes i would feel better by having another kind of pain...not this pain you give me, with your pain.

Its too much to handle. I can't disappear by knowing you will miss me.


5.4.12

stay quiet in the dark

Shhhh.. Don't think out loud. They could hear you.... They will hear you... Shhh. Stop doing that! They will rape you. They will eat you. Stop pushing yourself. No matter what you do to cure this sadness, it won't go away. So don't be stupid. Stay quiet in the dark.

welcome to the world

So you open the imaginary box. You get in it...and the world starts crying out your name. What kind of feeling is that one?...Why is so much hate out there? Why do you want hide inside the pain? In a circling space of time.

I'm afraid to know the reasons...
welcome to the world.