15.11.12

i don't

I can't open up.
When you open up you are able to suffer.

You can't understand the pain.

What is Love?
What is Hope?

What do I mean to you?
Cuz I don't want you to mean more than me.
than what i could mean to you.

And i can't open.
I am borken.
I can't deal with my own truth.
How would you know?

So i'm sorry if tonight i owe you explanations.
With a hand on my chest,
i'm containing my emotions.

Cuz i don't wanna suffer.
I don't wanna cry.

And I got this busy life that
tells me, stop searching for what does not belong to you.

I can hurt you.
And I don't wanna give up on something
that hasn't even started....yet.