let go.

I just need to let go. Let go what hurts the most. What makes your wear that crappy mask that is attached to your face and attached to your heart. I need to let go...and letting go, feels like death to me. Feels like.. I can have new hopes about happiness, but.. what is that? What does it really mean? ...if happiness is overrated, maybe its just that whisper, that comes and goes in waves...that comes with the wind, with the smiles... and fills the blanks...and saturates your soul just for seconds, to disappear completely at the next one.